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General rant XP
i have so many feelings in me right now i don't kno what to feel, its nuts. I'm happy cause of a Christmas party this snday, but i'm sad cause i won't be able to spend it with a loved one who pasted in July. I miss her very much, I'm also nervous as cause of the court date coming up on monday, i'm very squeamish about talking about sex and i have to answer certain questions in front of a bunch of people... sweatdrop I can't wait until its over....after monday my life will be back to normal some what... I'll also fighting depression, i'm taking some anti depressents which give me terrible headaches crying They me sleepy at times as well and the effect they are supposed to have is not happening confused How stupid, i have to tell the phyciatrist when i see her again January, they didn't work >.< I hope she puts me on something different that works with less side effects. My wrists hurt too, from typing too much and other stuff i cannot mention <.< private stuff >.> Anyway my brain has turned really dirty lately, i'm shocked at myself 3nodding I look at...stuff....that i never used to. whee I'm accident prone, i'm always hurting myself some how, for instance i just bumped my foot on my chair T___T Well this is all for now whee
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