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I'm afraid. It seems like that one of my friends is starting to pull away from me, but I don't know why. Maybe it could of been something that I have said or did. Whatever the reason is, the feeling of her pulling away from me is making me be filled with fear. I already have a not as good relationship with my family...so I tend to rely on my friends more than my family. But now since she has starting to pull away from me, it creates a fear inside of me...that everybody else will start pull away from me...Then I would be alone....once again. That would show that I'm weak and I'm not strong enough. Yet, I want to be strong. In my life, I tend to deal loneliness in a not good way where it tends to effect my emotions and personality and my way on people. I know it may sound little strange and maybe a teen thing...but it's really hurting me deep down inside. Maybe it's my fault that she pulling away me. Yet, it could be true and everybody starts pulling away from me and ignore me for life... I just hope...that my fear does not become reality.

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