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This is my journal...read it if you want. ^_^
Pain by Three Days Grace and notes
Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb
Well you're not the only one
I'll take you by the hand
And I'll show you a world you can understand
This life is filled with hurt
When happiness doesn't work
Trust me, and take my hand
When the lights go out, you'll understand

Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and Agony
Are better than misery
Trust me I've got a plan
When the lights go off you'll understand

Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

(I know I know I know) I know
That you're wounded
(You know you know you know)
That I'm here to save you
(You know you know you know)
I'm always here for you
(I know I know I know)
That you'll thank me later

Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Pain without love
Pain I can't get enough
Pain I like it rough
Cuz I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain than nothing at all
Rather feel pain

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That's how I feel i guess...right now i'm so confused and all my emotions are chaotic....there are may things happening to me right now, and i am the most quiet about it. people think i'm strong that way, but the truth is, my book says those who are most quiet are the ones who are most afraid. I know there are people there for me who care, but i can't help feel the way i do now. I won't turn emo or kill myself, i promise. thank you for caring and reading.






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Umbral Wolf
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commentCommented on: Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 12:42am
YAY someone who understands!!!!!!!!! whee


Wow...... That's deep Taylor........... sweatdrop
Hey, I have an idea! Smile! That's what I do! I smile, cuz I haven't a clue what the hell's going on! 4laugh blaugh


commentCommented on: Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 12:58am
The years of adolescency are probably the most tumultous and confusing, you just don't know what to do. Peer pressure, school, family matters, awareness of the world that randomly smacks you in the face, all of it just looms over you and you feel like you're being weighed and judged.

Quiet people ARE afraid. Afraid to reach out because of remembered pain, they don't want to be hurt again. Even when someone cares, it doesn't click sometimes. . . and then you can almost feel the bars of society and expected graces of you. One lashes out against the world or succumbs to it, but in a sense, they're the same reaction, just in different forms. Rebel in furious defiance, or accept with meek grace, they're all driven by the same emotion.

Fear. Pain. Want. Pain is inevitable and fear keeps us wary. . . but pain makes the dog become wild, and too much fear keeps us trapped. Want, want of anything and everything, is always with us. Want to please, want of affection, want of approval, want of love, it's all the same, isn't it? It's why you see those girls with the abusive boyfriends and children, they remain because they're afraid--and they want love. Even if they know it to be untrue, they cling because of delusion or fear of what they don't know when they back out.

Human emotions are like wind and weather. They can make you or break you, and you never know which way they turn. However, remember, it all comes down to the desires that stalk us, the same feelings. Perhaps, perhaps, one day the vicious cycle will be broken.

Yay for random essays slopped together when I'm PMS'ing and angry.



Summerlynx
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