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So today was soooo long...I woke up at noon, but I didn't get much sleep...today was my math exam, and I missed like two problems...those are the ones that I really didn't know and had to skip...I had studied so hard, though. Then I had RCIA, and I got a gift from my sponsors...and I'm thinking about break, and how happy I am to go home, but then I'm thinking about after break, just having to come back here, and Michelle is moving onto campus, and I don't know if I'm going to be by myself or with someone else...I'd rather be by myself than with someone else, unless I know them, because it'll feel wierd, but I'm going to be SO lonely in this room by myself. I mean, yeah I like quiet time in the room when I'm by myself, but to be by myself all the time? It's different if I had a single like Angie...because it's small. But this is a huge room, I don't want to be by myself all the time in it. But still, better than being with someone else, someone that I don't know. It would be weird. Of course I'm blowing it out of proportion, that whole catastrophic thinking thing. I can't help it. Life sucks!