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Confused </3 Ugh, I’m so confused. See there’s this guy I’ve been hanging out with and everything. I’ve really started to like him (and I feel terrible for posting this here, since I’m sure Steven is going to see it). We’ve been getting high together, just him and me, and we always end up laying on each other and making out. I haven’t really known him very long, we met in second period at school, and he’s a new kid too. I don’t know if I want to peruse having a relationship with him, or just friends, or keep what we have going right now. Or when I’d want to, either. He’s one of those rare people who connect with me really well, and I don’t want to ******** things up with him too. I really like him. I want to get in his pants lol, and I don’t want us to be high if I did. I want it to be our true feelings and not just the weed thinking for us. I don’t know if he has feelings for me, though.. I’m afraid to ask him. We never do talk about what we do when we’re high, so sometimes I wonder if he even remembers. It’s a little obvious when we wake up cuddled together, but still.. I don’t know. So yeah, that’s my little life update for you. I guess I’ll add more alter if I have time..? I’m at school right now, and it’s lunchtime. So boring.. But yep, that’s all you’re getting from me right now.

Posted by: faggy muffin Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 07:41pm

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Commented on: Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 07:50pm


	aww thats so sweet, I really think you should talk to him about it. hard for me to tell though because the only people I ever got high with were my brothers and it would take alot for me to even act like I liked them. but in all thats how I managed to get kelly (my boyfriend and yes I know its a girls name his dad has a sick sence of humar) my friend benny had me take him home from the fair because Benny didnt want me to walk alone, so we walked together, got to know him, apparently he had a huge crush on me in grade school. he gave me a flower in like the 3rd grade and I made him cry xd anyways enough about me I really think you should talk to him yup thats my opinion.

Commented on: Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 08:39pm


	well what you do is up to you... just dont anything that you will regret, or something that will get you hurt... i wouldnt want to see that... your my friend, and i care about my friends... so if you want to know... ask him... or dont... just try not resorting to getting someone else to ask him for you... because a. its obvious, and b. it makes you look like a chicken... or whatever... ok well thats all i have for now... <3Saphire

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Commented on: Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 09:03pm


	awwe sweetie! -hugs and licks- I think it'd be sweet if he did. -Damn you have a better love life then i do sad - But i think its if Steven will allow. But i really dont have any advise. And thats weird. I'm sorry. -hugs and licks again- heart

Commented on: Fri Dec 08, 2006 @ 10:16pm


	hm...well, if you really like him you should find out if he has feelings for you too : ) i dont do drugs/smoke anything, but if you both didnt have some kind of feelings/attraction for each other, even when you are high, i dont think you would be cuddling/making out. ((just my personal opinion)) i know its hard to ask people if they like you or not, but if it feels right to you then go for it^^ good luck! <3

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Commented on: Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 12:27am


	Ooh, sounds interestingly full of drama. I've never really heard of a situation like that... D: I don't know if you should persue it. Try when you know him better... And... My friend Santa says "I'll ******** you.".

Commented on: Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 01:07am


	I kinda want to write a story about you. =O (Sorry if that scares you a bit. XD) Anyways, I think that's really great that you've found someone that you connect with. ^^ But I would wait until you think it's the right time to pursue a relationship with him (or if you should at all) which would give you time to get to know him better and find out if he shares the same feelings as you. I know that doesn't help much, but in the end, it's always going to be your decision. So I would just go with what you feel is right.

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Commented on: Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 01:36am


	aw, that sucks. i would just tell him, especially if u want to get in his pants wink i'm sure he's scared too if hadn't said anything.

Commented on: Sun Aug 05, 2007 @ 07:38pm


	Ugh. Teenagers. rolleyes What? I turned 18 so I can complain about teenagers all I want!

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