well i lost my mama to the cancer. i guess i should have known in august that she wouldn't last two weeks at all when he said her kidney was trying to shut down. well... still at the apartment but it's bloody hell man. i've already cried several times wishing and calling for her as well as for help from the lord. don't know if i ever got any answer though but at least i do try to do what i can. it's hard having to try and wash dishes when i hate it so badly and rather watch tv or something. *sighs again.* mad evil i wish they'd hurry the hell up and fix the f***ing problem with the tv lines or whatever is wrong. i've already missed over two weeks of shows that i really miss. its' really starting to get annoying. not sure what'll happen to me when the saving account money runs out... guess i'll be stuck living in the street and eating rats or something
 ladynightkitty · Wed Dec 06, 2006 @ 03:21am · 1 Comments |
