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Just one month ago, I complained about my love life, because I didn't HAVE one. sweatdrop NOW, I am getting. . . Well okay "offers". Four, well sorta 3. But overall 4 and 1/3. . . Because I can't just give up and let go and move on from someone a LONG time ago, and things f*cked up pretty badly there too!

Okay, I've decided to just tohld it all in forever and ever about that. rolleyes

Though ALL my friends know about everything because I tell them everything and if you'd asked them you would know.

But okay, FOCUS.

I have one guy, from Virginia, very sweet. VERY attractive. whee And he's nice and caring and just SO adorable! *Swoon dramatically* So great!

I have another friend, who's in love with another. But if he wasn't, he'd choose me I guess. . . heart I don't know all the details on that so stayed tuned! Such a great guy in every way! Like the above. sweatdrop

I have another. . . Who lives far away. . . I don't know if he likes my anyway. . . But he acts like it at least. heart He's nice, caring, blah blah blah very sexy etc etc. And I don't know about him either. sweatdrop

Then I have one from a LONG time ago, that "loves me", but I don't know how I can be sure. But he says it. . . But then he's. . . Oh my god. I don't think I can explain this to the PUBLIC. PM me if you MUST know. rolleyes

Then I've got the person who made my summer and ruined the beginning of my school year. crying My friends shockingly undertstand. But sometimes I think that I'm being overreactive about it, but he was just so. . . And then I'm. . . And we were. . . And then he did. . . I'm f*ucked up, at least THAT'S certain.

So. . . Well I had to get it out. *Siiiiigh* I don't know WHAT I'm gonna do about any of this. And it's all sorta happening thanks to my new pic on Rougelete's profile. ninja sweatdrop biggrin

If you talk to me then maybe you'd actually KNOW what the heck I'm thinking or feeling or doing or whatever. I may just go jump off a cliff cause this, is easier then math class. But that IS pretty easy. . . .

I don't know. Love sucks.

emo As much as I hate emos, they make my life complete. emo

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I am just so. . . . UYKGUTFDTRSJBHDGH! <Oh yes, THAT. Apparently it's really funny for some to see me frusturated and going-over-the-edge. stare

Unless someone talks sense into me soon, I'm giving up.

Nothing matters! gonk

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