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I've never been so hurt in all my life. My girlfiriend of eight months has walked out on me, claiming she is straight, and that I was just a way to pass the time, my grandfather has lukemia (which I can't spell so bear with me here) and also the fact that the person that I consider my best friend, Victoria, of 12 years, has decided that someone she's recently met is a better best friend than I will ever be. I'm not sure just how much more of this I can take, because I'm in more pain right now than I ever have been in before. I've been dumped, but never had I had to deal with this much s**t at the same time. I'm ready to break down, but I can't because if I do, then I'll just be admiting that I'm not strong enough to handle all of this. I'm snapping at my friends, and those who are still in the mood to talk to me aren't happy that I'm so unhappy. So to anyone who reads these, and to anyone who cares about me, I'm sorry if I hurt you or offend you in any way. I just want to give you fair warning that I'm just not great right now.