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Inside I feel lost
Its like a sea of endless darkness shrouded around me
I become deeper into darkness as emotion spreads
I start to think who is there
No one I say
No one is around to pray
They are off doing as they want
Not worrying how far I have gone
Deep inside I feel empty
Its like pain never ending
I float into this darkness weeping of fear
For the future is always near
Never resting this emotion abyss
It seems to never fade like the ocean mist

I begin to think is this real
Or is it just a dream
I float naked in my mind
Going closer to what I will never find
Until I begin to disappear
My body devoured like a candle wax
Always burning but never lasts
As I fall deeper my body stops to glow
I never thought I would sink so low
This darkness never ends
No one helps they just ignore
So then I have to endure this pain forever more
After days and nights being stuck with out light
Yet knowing the timing is all right
I begin to think upon this darkness
Finding answers that make no sense
Yet a hope that seems glow intense
As I think more my body becomes lighter
I start to reappear
Within all that was lost I see the light again
Inside my heart there fills a glow
That if I don’t help me no one will
I realize the pain is all fake
Nothing but a demons trick that had stayed
They tried to take over but I wasn’t swayed
They take upon the time with another plan
They disappear from the darkness at hand
In that moment a light shines from my heart
I begin to hope from the very start
As I creep closer and closer to that love
I begin to see the light above
And with my own shining light I make my eternal wings
I fly through the darkness no matter forever it may seem
I reach the top of that endless abyss
To soon realize it was all just a trick
With my light I banish that evil
I take away their power at hand
And then send them to a place where they are not heard from again

I glide down with my wings that shine
I finally land within my own time
I feel at last that I am home
But that I also know the demons that are shown
For that day I had realized the real truth
I must hope or forever lose my soul
To even that I know what must be told

So even in the darkest of times that I will show a light
One that will shine forever even in endless night
That day will come again
When I have to take the darkness away
But no one thing can make me stay
For my hope will protect me from everything there is
Even though it hurts I will grow until the end
That I savor of the people
I once again fly out to those in need
To speak of hope is all in the deed
For that as long as you hope
The light will shine
Even in the darkest of times

So with your friends there
Only you can make you happy
They are there to guide you
They may come and they may go
But one thing is for sure
That hope is forever more
And as long as you hope with them
Your life shall be grand even in the end
For one never dies even in death
Its all just an illusion so never forget
Hope is your friend!