Hello again, everyone. Yesterday was Thanksgiving, as everyone knows. I had to go to New York for it, and I had to visit my great grandmother in her nursery home (she was recently put there). And let me tell you...there are two huge things that I'm afraid of, and those things are dying, and getting old. I could not stand that nursery home. I had to be in my coat the whole time to feel comfortable, cause it looked like all those elderly people were miserable. And when you get much older, you get less important to those around you (in my opinion). I mean, later on, you'll just be an old person who people are expecting to die soon, and I REALLY wouldn't want that. I don't want to lose my mental ward, I don't want to forget about the people I love, and I don't want to be taken care of by someone. This may sound kind of weird, but if I died at around the age of 50-60, I would be happy. That way, I wouldn't have to be a helpless elderly man. I am a little scared of old people...*looks down in shame* At least I'm comfortable around my great grandmother, who seems healthy. She's 91 or 92 years old. I know I won't make it that far in life. If I do, I would want to die, but I am much smarter than to commit suicide. I just hope I accomplish many things in my life before I get old or die.
Anyways, enough with the depressing talk. After the nursery home visit, I went to my aunt's house for the rest of the night. I was so freaking bored, since I just wanted to be home and have a relaxing weekend. I just played Animal Crossing: Wild World on my DS yesterday, and ate the food. I didn't eat too much, though. I honestly don't like Thanksgiving very much. It's just a filler holiday before Christmas. I mean, people already start decorating for Christmas before Thanksgiving, and they start saying "Merry Christmas" on the day after Thanksgiving. A little depressing. I'm supposed to get $50 today, most of which I will use to buy Final Fantasy III for my DS. I heard it was an awesome game, and I've seen some of the trailers and videos about it. I really want it. That damn Black Friday getting rid of every video game on the shelves besides a King Kong game (I wasn't there, but my mom told me). I'm just hoping to enjoy this weekend for what it is, although I have some work to do.
Wow, I've written quite an amount. Thanks for reading, please comment, and take care. ^____^
EDIT: My mom got me a flat-screen T.V. when she was out shopping for stuff, too. It's so freaking awesome! whee
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