I finally got to it. This is Voshiro narrating, and he's out of character.
I watched as Tracour wept for his lover. No, his lover wasn't dead. They were separated because of the war. Well, that's what he told me. My dragon, Cookie, found Tracour yesterday. She was looking for a meal. I didn't allow her to eat him because... well, I was in love with him.
Unfortunately, he didn't pay any attention to me. He would just cry for Jidos, his lover. Cookie continues begging me to let her eat Tracour, but I would never allow it.
Even if I could never win his heart, I'd never let him die. He's much too loyal to Jidos, though. It disgusts me. I wish that Jidos would just die in the war so I could be happy with my beloved Tracour. But... if Jidos died, Tracour would never be happy... Unless of course... "Tracour, dear," I whispered. I couldn't get my words out exactly how I wanted to... I thought I was ready, but I was actually scared.
Tracour gazed up at me, eyes puffy and red. "What do you want, Voshiro?" he choked.
I grew even more nervous. "I... hope this war ends soon. I wish for you to be happy." Did that just come out of my mouth!?
"...That's the kindest thing you've ever said to me. Thank you..." he said with a smile.
I regret not telling him how much I loved him, but at least he finally smiled at me.
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