I'm all alone inside my house...
And it's scary because it's all dark except for my room. My mom isn't going to be home for awhile. Like, 2 hours. So it's reheated pizza for supper tonight or starvation. Great choices >.<
And now I'm crying because life sucks, but what else is new?
Apparently Joel lied to me and still gets on AIM even though he told ME the only way we could talk was on here, on Gaia. I hate him so much! Why is he such a jerk to me? And then he tries to make up for it by 'helping' me, but he can't even give me a hug or anything when I see him in school.
And Phil was on and he said he wanted to TALK to me before he left for Bangor. HE DID NOT ******** TALK TO ME AND THEN HE LEFT WITHOUT EVEN ******** SAYING GOODBYE! And he keeps telling me these things about how he can make his friends laugh and beat me in a YGO card battle and it just makes me more depressed and make me feel like I'm no good... And I tried to tell Joel but then he got off Gaia >.< But who cares, not like he actually cares anyways.
And it's scary because it's all dark except for my room. My mom isn't going to be home for awhile. Like, 2 hours. So it's reheated pizza for supper tonight or starvation. Great choices >.<
And now I'm crying because life sucks, but what else is new?
Apparently Joel lied to me and still gets on AIM even though he told ME the only way we could talk was on here, on Gaia. I hate him so much! Why is he such a jerk to me? And then he tries to make up for it by 'helping' me, but he can't even give me a hug or anything when I see him in school.
And Phil was on and he said he wanted to TALK to me before he left for Bangor. HE DID NOT ******** TALK TO ME AND THEN HE LEFT WITHOUT EVEN ******** SAYING GOODBYE! And he keeps telling me these things about how he can make his friends laugh and beat me in a YGO card battle and it just makes me more depressed and make me feel like I'm no good... And I tried to tell Joel but then he got off Gaia >.< But who cares, not like he actually cares anyways.
