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gonk I know exactly how you feel. emotion_hug As long as you stay in touch with everyone, it's ok. Just make sure you do that until you know where you want to be. :3

And of course, if you do move back, I can always move back too and you can live with me. x3 I'll be sure to try and bring home pretty asian boys. ;D

you shouldn't have to feel this way if you have friends and family that love you in both places then the ones that you say love you or that you love, if you care deeply enough for them or they care a lot about you where you are this shouldn't bother them, but like is said if they are as dear to you as you say they are then they will still love you no matter the location, and that is the full on truth^^ and as for friends talking about killing themselves, talking about it is one thing and actually doing /attempting it is a complete other, all you can do is keep in touch with these people and let them know with all of your heart that you love them, i'm pretty sure you know this but i'm farmiliar with the friend's wanting suicide situation because we have pretty much the same friends here, they dont seem much like they mean it anymore, but anyways, just wanted to help^^ i'm sorry if this was very long/boring/sappy/time consuming for you, but it just looked like you needed a touch from the heart and that is exactly what i tried to give, oh yeah one last thing, about being torn between two homes, your friends may be sad when/if you leave to live another place, or you may see tears on their faces but this just expresses how much they love you, do not mistake these tears for anger, but more of fear, they are not comfortable with the thought of you leaving and are afraid that they will not see you for a long time but if you keep in touch with them and even visit these friends that you dont live near occasionally then i can be sure when i tell you this they will love you the same for all times, I must sound very cheezy for saying all of this so i think i shall stop for now, but if you think that this was meaningful and ever need somones shoulder to cry on.. *turns her head to face you*I'm here.. like a true friend, *blows a kiss to your navi and pats it* me hopies it feels better^^