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Sitting quietly in the corner of where we thought happiness will save us
Crying away all the hatred and pain I feel
My eyes grow sore from all the things that have escaped them
I clench my wrists, my nails digging into the flesh as droplets of blood fall from the crestent moons
The metallic taste of blood sweeps through my mouth as my teeth bite onto my lower lip
Pain swirls inside me, to the point were its unbearable
How could this have happened?!
Everything was so perfect...
Everything was so happy
Everything was so great!
Why did this pain have to come?
How come this sadness and hurt battle each other inside me?
The pain kills my heart while the sadness fills my eyes
I can't take it anymore!
Such happiness lingers inside, but it's to difficult to find!
Is it even there anymore!
How can I smile anymore?
Is there anything that mimics happiness inside me?
Laughter, a smile, and happy tear
Never
There will never be those happy things ever again
To much pain
So many tears run down my face
Blood running down tear stained arms
Everything went wrong
Nothing goes right anymore
Wrong...Everything is wrong