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Well nothing really special, I finally finished my book!
Jay's Journal.....wow, that book is just....so sad, that poor guy. his first girlfriend was a drugged up b***h, and his second girlfriend freakin Tina kept FORCING him into the Occult and witchcraft and Satanic Rituals! I read on and it said that Tina, Jay, Brad and Dell(Jay's bffs) were doing some kinda of Satanic thing were they killed cows and bulls and stole their organs and blood and just bathed in it to "clean away their sins"
soon after, Jay's friends were all doing something that made Jay's soul exit out of his body and his soul couldn't get back in. As he floated there everything he felt his body would express, but he watched as his friends swore dedication to Satan if they got what they wanted. Brad wanted to be a Basketball star in his school (he got it). Dell wanted to be Rich! (his aunt died and everything she had went to Dell) Jay and Tina, it didn't say. Tina was so madly in love with Jay and Jay really loved her back, they got married in a cemetary in a occult way. they would snap the necks of little kittens that whined, and they would use demonic powers to bring them back. Everyone could revive their kitten except for Jay and Tina who had just got married couldn't revive their kitten. Anyways, after the dedication to Satan, Tina left Jay for some other guy. Soon after Brad and Dell got killed in a 'car accident'. Brad was hit by a truck in the right temple of his head while driving around peacfully in his car. Dell was killed kneeling at the bottom of a ramp trying to empty sand out of his shoe and got hit in the right temple aswell by a car. Soon after Jay's 2 brothers would avoid Jay because Apparently, Jay wasn't Jay, he was someone else. a little boy who loved Jay told him "you aren't Jay.....You don't smell like Jay.....you don't act like Jay......you don't look like Jay"
on 1971 which was about 35 years ago, he shot himself in the right temple in his room, Requesting that all his worldly possesion got to Debbie, his first girlfriend.

After reading the letter on the last 3 pages of the book that his mother left, I kinda thought of how bad it must ahve been, he was such a great guy, but he just couldn't handle what was going on. heck I probably wouldn't have lasted a single second in his life. Well after the bell rang I finished the book and I wanted to cry, cry so very much, but I couldn't all I could do was water my eyes and wipe the tears away. I am home right now, and looking at Jay's face on the cover of this book makes me cry so much. Oh how can anyone say they don't beleive in Witchcraft or God or Satan or anything when things like this happen to a Great guy Like Jay?
It doesn't seem right, well my belief of God is permanent, if something like this has happened, and my worst fear has existed and caused pain to a guy like Jay, it seems like I can't say its not real, because that would be stupid....

The book has touched me deeply, deeper than any book I have dared to read, its Extraordinarly powerful and it has made me cry alot. I am going to purchase this book in stores and keep it safe... it will be my #1 book I will charish.

Nothing more to say crying