Lately, I think I've been going through one of my periods of sadness again.
Sometimes I just want to break down and cry. I feel like no-one likes me, or even wants me there. They don't seem to ever listen either. I feel so lonely and confused...
I can't really seem to smile anymore, and if I do, it's not from my heart.
I don't want to do anything anymore, what's the point anyway?
Heh, last year I wrote several poems, and I'd go back and read them, and think to myself; How could I have been so sad before? Life's great.
But no longer. Actually, I don't think they've ever been this relevant before.
My parents don't understand me either. I can't even ******** cry in front of my own mother, in fear she'll shout at me.
And then there's the thousand of assignments we have to do, as well as my stupid exams coming up.
I feel so selfish. There are millions of kids out there who don't even have enough to eat. I should appreciate my life, right?
Even so, that doesn't stop these feelings from coming. In fact, I think I've supressed them for too long.
My craptastic poem that doesn't even rhyme:
I'm sitting here, so deep in thought
All broken and shattered inside.
I listen to the skylark's sing,
But their songs don't reach my mind.
The tears flow freely from my face,
And fall down to the ground.
I'll be trapped inside my void of despair,
Forever... For all hope is lost.
- Celeste` </3
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Awwww dear i wish i was able to give you real huggles...
But remember you have us on gaia and we are family ok :3?
I am in the same boat sometimes.. if i cry infront of my dad he gets mad..
so i cry in my room some nights but i end up feeling better...
At times i think everyone hates me too and forgets who i am..
and sometimes when i talk to them and they don't talk back i fee like i am nothing to them at all even if they say i am..
but its ok to be sad.. and never feel selfish because its ok for everyone to want help in their lives <333
So stay strong and us on gaia and your friends at school will all help you out heart
I hate seeing my friends being sad sad
So i will try my best to make you smile again blaugh heart