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Each raindrop falls, their own story to tell

Each life is lost in our earthly hell

But not a days go by i stop and think

How the beauty in our world slowly shrinks

With storms more violent, war,death and torn

With torn heart bleeding, on our sleeves they're worn

SO drugged up to oblivion i can barely see

Yet through it all i sit in peace

The pain is gone, i feel so numb

The hate is gone....

I've come undone

Undone and hollow now it seems to me

It seems i'm not what i used to be

Am i better? Am i worse

Is there ******** out out there to end this curse

This curse of drowning in the shadows

From drowning in my screams..

When the worst of it all...

Seems but nothing of a dream


Void of Emptiness

Sometimes I think im happier....

Happier when the drugs kick in

Happier to drown and hide within

Within

Inside

This place youll find

Within

Inside

I slowly die...

Whither and fray with the etches of time

Splintered heart no longer alive

A shard of glass digs its hole

As my void is full

A shadow in my mind

Like spiders

Whither and die...

Things change

Rearrange

But you cant handle it

These things stay

And they will remain

Even when youre in a void of emptiness


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another day goes by
to a new days sunrise
in the mind
and the tears
of everything you'll find
in your darkest fears
in these darkest years
wasted in a land of carelessness
wasted in a world of hopelessness
the cigarette coils in my fingertips
the drugs are finally taking their grip
but i will come down again
back to reality
back to a life that won't matter much to them
I've cried
I've tried
So i lied
And it feels i should have died
or so it feels in my mind
my mind that coils and coils around its eternity
as my soul boils and boils....eternally


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Can't you see he's dying now
He's lost inside the drug induced world
Won't you be the void I drown
Deep inside this drug induced world
Temporary death to your fragile beating heart
Contemporary life of a bleeding crooked scar
A pill to set you free
A drug to put you at ease
Feel the hollow enter your veins
Deal with the sorrow, wrapped in pain
But I can barely breathe
I cannot speak
The waters deep
Just look at me…
Crumbling before your very eyes
You slowly watch me die
Being dead never felt so painless
Being dead never seemed so endless…