so this is it.. this is my life now. the funny thing about it all is i love it. heh, i love it to death. it feels weird though just living and being me. but i bet everyone feels that sometimes. that realization that you are you and no one else is. it feels pretty strange. in a good way. i'm glad how things have turned out. everything is so crazy though. time flies by at the speed of light and i sit on the side with adam watching it... going at our own little slow pace. friends are changing faster than i can even tell it's happening. we're losing touch, but the weird thing is i don't even mind. i am accepting the fact that they are them and they have their own life. i wonder if they ever think of it how i am thinking of it right now. i wonder what it feels like to be someone else. i bet not as good as this feels. then again... that's always how it is. no one's life is better than yours. you always have the best there is. no matter what you think, cause you get to do whatever you want.... anything. and it's crazy rofl
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