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Here a few songs I have written-

Still There
Verse One:

You lied to me
You said goodbye but you're not gone
I can still hear you when I try to sleep
I can still hear your heart beating
I can see you when I close my eyes
I see your reflection in the tears I cry

Chorus:

I know you're there
I can see your shadow on the wall
Stop hiding from me
Because I don't believe
That you're not here with me

Verse Two:

I try to forget you
But that's something I cannot do
Because I (because I)
Still feel you by my side

Verse Three:

I want to believe you're gone
Because I don't want you here for long
But I can't (but I can't)
Ignore the truth
That I'm haunted by you

Chorus:

I know you're there
I can see your shadow on the wall
Stop hiding from me
Because I don't believe
That you're not here with me

I know you're there
I know you're still there

Fake Emotion
Verse One:

Don’t tell me I’ve done wrong
When I’ve done everything you told me too
Don’t tell me it’s a lie
When all this time I believed you
Don’t tell me you don’t love me
Because I love you

Chorus:

I remember the very first lie you told me
The very first time you said you’d hold me
And never let go
And I remember the very first thing you did to hurt me
The very first time you deceived me


Verse Two:

Don’t tell me it’s okay
When my heart breaks
Don’t try to save me
When you don’t even care
Don’t try to love
When you know you can’t

Chorus:

I remember the very first lie you told me
The very first time you said you’d hold me
And never let go
And I remember the very first thing you did to hurt me
The very first time you deceived me

Verse Three:

You knew that you were my weakness
Too bad I didn’t see this
I thought you were my savior
But how wrong I was

Addiction
Verse One:

I can’t get enough of the way you make me feel
I can’t stop thinking about you
The pleasure you give
It makes me feel dizzy
I need you
I want you

Chorus:

You make me feel happy
But really you are killing me
My love for you is deceiving
Even me
I fall so easily in love
You’re my addiction
You’re my secret drug

Verse Two:

Whenever I’m around you
I feel like I’m in a daze
I’m crazy
It’s driving me mad
I love you even though it’s bad
Isn’t that sad?

Chorus:

You make me feel happy
But really you are killing me
My love for you is deceiving
Even me
I fall so easily in love
You’re my addiction
You’re my secret drug

Verse Three:

The way you make me feel
The way you make me think
It’s intoxicating
I can’t breath

Chorus:

You make me feel happy
But really you are killing me
My love for you is deceiving
Even me
I fall so easily in love
You’re my addiction
You’re my secret drug

Behind the Makeup

Verse one:

Perfectly you came
Perfectly sane
But all you really did
Was openly sin
You only came here to win
To steal their hope and make your glory
I know the real story

Chorus:

Behind the makeup of perfection
Hidden lies
And unspoken confessions
A never ending testament of brokenness
That fights to hold this life together
Where did it go wrong? (go wrong)

Verse two:

They believed in you
I know you did too
You reap what you sow
Too bad you had to go
Too bad you stooped so low
You didn’t think anyone would know
You didn’t realize what was going on
The only ounce of sanity left is now gone

Chorus:

Behind the makeup of perfection
Hidden lies
And unspoken confessions
A never ending testament of brokenness
That fights to hold this life together
Where did it go wrong? (go wrong)

Chorus:

Behind the makeup of perfection
Hidden lies
And unspoken confessions
A never ending testament of brokenness
That fights to hold this life together
Where did it go wrong? (go wrong)


That's all for now, I shall post more later