I think it's time for an update! Although I'm still not sure why I bother writing in here, a total of three people read this. Maybe I just wish that one day, I'll get online, and have more comments, or more friends. -Shrug- Who knows.
Well, the guild I'm in: The Black Tie Mafia, is slowly dieing once again. Although this time, I think it may be dead for good. I've been trying to think of ways to make it more fun agian, but with only 4 active members, it's becoming very hard to do so. Even though this guild seems to be a tragically boring place to be, I'll continue to post in it on a daily basis.
As for my Junior year... Things are going a tiny bit better than before. I've managed to complete half a class in about a week, although it's made me incredibly tired. If I continue this amount of work though, I should be done, leaving me a few months for my Senior year. I'm still not positive of the outcome, but things might turn out OK after all.
Gaia...such a wonderful place to be. Another world to escape to. A world where my identity can change, and my personality be let free. Although, lately, Gaia has become less and less of a place I want to be. My friends, although many of you still talk to me just as much, have deserted me. Many just used me to get items, and gold, and never talk to me unless they want something. A select few have even stopped talking to me completely, for no reason. They won't tell me why either, which bugs the hell out of me. But, I still do have a few good friends here, and as long as I do, I'll continue to be a part of the Gaia world.
My life...has been hard. I'm not going to go into detail, because I still don't feel that I have the courage to let you all know certain things about me. Maybe one day I will, maybe I never will, I'm not sure. But lately, things have been getting better for me. I have a boyfriend now, one who has lifted me from the darkenss and stayed with me when I needed someone most. I no longer want to kill myself, so none of you have to worry about that anymore...although if you never read my journal to begin with, you'd never know that about me in the first place.
So, in summery, things are going over fairly nicely. I would appreciate comments from my friends...comments from anyone, for that matter.
Have a lovely day. <3
Mystic_Wonders · Fri Oct 13, 2006 @ 07:33pm · 3 Comments |