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Copyright: Avery Starling
Poems by me! (c) AverySkellington


Wondering

I am alone my soul trapped within. I can't
help to think what life would be like should
I leave the living. My heart is torn, my
heart is sore, I wish this pain would excise
no more. I'm tired, I'm board of this life
so deep in war. Is every one blind? Can you
all not see, what this life is doing to me?
I guess it's not all that bad, because mostof it might not be true, for all I know it
could be happening to you.

Walker

The sleeping walker walks; keeping one thing
in mind. As he searches through the darkness
and leaving every one behind. He travels
alone no one by his side. For you see he was
the first one to die.

Underground

Underground te earth in cold. You will shiver
as you hear the only sound of the screams of
pain, from torture souls. As this happens
the sky open up and throws acid down from
the cars and no one gives a ********.

The Pill

The day is cold the day is dark.
I stand alone, and I count my thoughts.
I let my eyes lay apone the pill I hold on
my own. Hart in head and pill in hand.
The pill is big and I am small, I wonder how
long it takes to fry. How long it takes to die.
How long it takes to loss my mind.
My heart slows down I hardly breath my mouth
is dry and I fall to my keens.
I started to cry as I slowly die all I asked
was why, why did I want to die.

The Devil

Like the devil as he laughs and takes your
soul and tears it in half. One half here and
one half there as you see his deamons every
where. Though you think your dreaming as you
die. No your not that's a lie.

Shadow

My life depicts a shadow who walks though a
world that doesn't even know I'm there. My
harden heart wishes for freedom from this
prison of skin, hand in mine and knife in
hand. I think of a promise land. Not a world
were a bleeding brain ruling and killing of
what once was beautiful. I look down at the
rushing precious vials of knife that run
though my arms. The blue color of my veins
reminded me of the home i never seen. To
what to do live in this world, or to put
everything I know, everything I thought
about and put my life into my hands and
never to come to live in hell on this earth
again.

Punishment

I hide behind a mask, for this is my
punishment. A punishment which my heart's
desires has condemned me too. My heart was a
soul searcher with now made me a soul
finder. This is my purgatory for all of
entreaty.

My thoughts

They tore into my soul, They wouldn't let me go.
They hold my head down, They want me to drown.
I can't breath, I can't speak
Tears keep rolling off my cheek.
I can't see, I can't feel
Who can I tell.
I lie battered and wounded
I just want to die.
Oh god why?

I feel alone and unloved
Small and unuseful
Weak and pathetic
Why do I cry?

My mother loves me I know
and my father that's so.
My sister I can only guess
but I feel so empty inside my chest.

Life

Life's a joke in heaven and hell. Life is a
tedious torment with one way to escape. To
escape life you must die and to die you must
laugh at the living. Or is it? What is it
to life and death or heaven nd hell? Nothing
but an endless circle of painful emotions.

In A Dream

In a dream there was a window.
Through the window ther you can see two
eyes. The eyes in which can burn into a
heart of glass. The glass heart which
belongs to me. All of this happens in a
dream.

Dusk

Dusk is which light falls into the darkness.
Innocent animals of the sun truns into
hideous creatures of the moon. No mortal
should ever endure the loneliness and
isolation of the world of dusk. This world's
coldness is fear and sadness of others that
burns into your heart. If only I could
change the things I did. My ever lasting
soul is lost to dusk.

Death

All is quite, suddenly then: I come I am
death my friend. Youcan't hide from my eye.
I have come to take you away with me. You
hauler, scream, fight, and cruse. But you
see this is my jod I must.

Blind

Ten times have I seen the sparkal in your
eyes dim and fade away. Which takes me to
recall that you haven't even seen the light
of day. I imagine you sitting in the
darkness away and forever. Like a tiny
little ship in a ship yard sitting through
all kinds of weather.

Candle

What is life? Compared to it to a candle.
It is lite by birth and is extinguished by
death. Some candles refuse to be put out,
others can't help but to be put out. But no
matter how long our lifes are, we should live
it to the fulliest.

I Wish

Sometimes i wish I cold get out of here to
a planet all my own. A planet were there is
peace and quite, whre I could be all alone.
There on that planet I will build my home.

Heaven

Heaven the land of light, for the soul of
bright. Angels fly on silvery wings talking
about heavenly things. So families reunite
which makes every thing allright. Let God
into your heart, then you'll be apart from
heaven.

GUARDIANS

Angels with their hair of gold they are
guardians of the souls. They fly on velvet
wings as they shout out wonderful songs they
sing. With their eyes so bright they shine
through the night.


((Spelling is not my thing if you don't like it you can kiss it!))






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Arsenic Reaper
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commentCommented on: Mon Oct 02, 2006 @ 02:49am
[~hugs tight~]


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