I have this weird pit of the stomach feeling right now! I don't know why I have it, but I think it is because a few days ago, I went to a College fair at Tech. They had all kinds of different colleges from all over Michigain, Minnisota, Wisconsin and there was one from Colorado. Well, I already know what colleges I am going to and what I am going for. For the first two year I am going to Northern for their Pre-Architecting courses and I am 100% sure on going to Northern if they accept me! I hope. Then after that, if I have the money, I am going to Lurance Tech. for the rest of the Architecting courses! It is one of the top Architecting Colleges in the US and so I have to get the best grades ever and also I need the money! -.-
But why I am typing this is because.... I AM SCARED CRAPLESS ABOUT IT! o.o I am not even close to finishing the first quarter of my senior year and I am worried about COLLEGE! I should only be worried about graduation and about getting a college to accept me but I am worried about going to college! -.-
Just think about it. You have always depended on you family to be there and help you out on stuff for school, or be there for your to cheer you on to get good grades (and yeah that helps me because it makes me feel good when my parents are all like "ZOMG AWESOME JOB HEATHER!" wink but also you have the thing about being away from the family and you have to do everything on your own! I am slightly afraid of that! Yeah doing chorse I bet will be WAY easier on me because I won't have AS much to take care of! (since there are 5 to this loverly household and the only people that really do crap is my mom, jessica and I) So that means not as many dishes to wash or put up. Not as many clothes to fold or clean. But see, it is serviving on my own! Getting a job, paying bills, getting food and supplies that I need around the house! GOSH! As I think about it more, the more it scares me and the more I think. "CRAP, I AM NOT GOING TO MAKE IT!" o.o
Ok... I have let out my feelings enough! ;p Tootles!
<3 Heather-Chan
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