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Pain Of Love

To love or to hurt?
Which is better?
Right now,
I don’t know,
I’ve been hurt so much…
But love seems so grand,
I don’t know…
T want to be apart of love,
But the pain of it messing up from time to time…
Hurts a lot,
Almost too much to try…
I don’t know if I want to go though that again,
But I kind of do,
For you,
But I only will when I know,
Know that you’re willing to try with me,
Maybe even get a broken heart,
Do you want to try?
Try for the love?
Or the pain?
If so,
Say yes,
Because now here is my question to you,
Do you love me?
Or do you want to be with me forever?
~DL~
I…But

I was tempted to love you,
But I don’t know if it’s right,
I try to tell myself don’t
But my mind won’t listen,
I don’t want to be hurt like that,
But I can’t stop it,
I want to feel love,
But I won’t be able to,
I just want your trust,
But I don’t know if you do trust me,
I just want to know you care,
But you might not,
I have just one thing to ask,
But I’m afraid to ask,
I just want to give up,
But you won’t let me,
I tried to end it all,
But you stopped me,
I wish to leave,
But you’d bring me back,
I hoped to run,
But I was chained down,
I had but one thing left,
But now it’s gone,
I heard you call my name,
But I didn’t listen,
I just wanted to cry,
But you were near by…
~DL~