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Okay, I started school this week. My first weekend and I love it to death. Highschool is okay, I got no problem with it other then all the crowds and gym. We had a test thing and OMG I'm sore all over...
Today is so screwed up...sure, it started out good, mom and dad went out, mom went to the store and got me some rootbeer and a movie so I'd be able to kill some time. I feel like running away from home so much now it's not funny...

I Don't Know You Anymore
I've been with you for so many years,
You've become so many of my fears.
I'm up in my room,
I better go check to see why Buddy is barking soon.
I walk downstairs and look out the door,
I swear I don't know you anymore.
A little alcohal, no big deal,
But now I don't know how I'm supposed to feel.
In the mind you're so slow,
Seriously, how low can you go?
I've had so many nightmares of this day,
I don't have the slightest clue what to say.
I turn away and walk away from the door,
I don't want to know you anymore.

That's what I feel like right now...I hate this house so much and everyone in it...*sighs*