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I am going to stop come online all the time. i ask a friend a question


"ok i want to know in your own appenion. how do you seem me as of now, like personality wise,thoughtfulwise that kind of stuff.. i just asked cuz i think i'm becomeing someone i'm not and i am unsure of my self."

and what she said was true and it also hurt my feelings abit but it was the truth and i wanted to know. so i'm ganna cut down my online time two maybe 2 a week and if you want to talk to me or anything then ******** CALL MY DAMN CELL PHONE! if you have it you have it, you dont you don't

i now see why i get to easly angered. you may not but i do.. .so i'm gonna cut off al coneccetion to everyone i'm not going to call you you can call me, but i wont unless your in a death suitatuion. i really need to become more calmer and i need to loosen up. i also need to understand that people change and people go there on way's. even if i dont want to notice i have to. i hope this is some what making some since. and i dont mean to be rude to anyone. it just i need to change and let things and people go. i'll learn that the world wont end if i dont have my old friends or stuff. because if i do stay like this i'll get sick and people will start to hate me and i dont want that.

I have become some one i don't want to be. so if you want to talk or hang out call me dont send me a message. i go home on sundays thats if i dont work other wise im in dekalb.

So yeah i guess this is good bye for now. as they say in German- "Wenn die Zeit kommt zu ändern, erhielten Sie zu gehen, wenn Sie für das gute ändern möchten."

Well untill we meet agian, i guess