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Sometimes, like right now, I don't know why I'm still with Jeff.
Sometimes, like right now, I feel like he doesn't try to interpret what I say correctly. Example from reality: We were walking through the library, and he accidentally stepped on one of my flip-flops, forcibly pulling it off my foot. I was grimacing in pain, and he took that and my tone of voice to mean that I was upset at him, even though I repeatedly told him I wasn't; I was just in pain and this was my way of dealing with it. He kept apologizing for about 10 more seconds, then started getting mad at me because his words and attempted affection (which really got in the way more than anything else) weren't doing anything to stop the pain in my bloody foot.
Also: I feel like we barely spend time together any more. He keeps joining clubs (i.e., Frisbee team and Fencing club), and I'm about up to my knees in night classes, including musical ensembles. He always has something going on (naps, clubs, classes) when I'm free, and I try to see him, but he sometimes disappears.
And then we've been getting in a lot of fights lately. I don't think I need to say much more about that, except that now I'm in the role of the Stereotypically Clingy Girlfriend.
We don't talk as much as I'd like (apparently, this is another "typical" girl thing), either. He doesn't care about my writing, even when I'm proud of it. He doesn't want to read my stories or poetry -- or, if he does, he seems to blow it off because he "doesn't understand" the poem, or the story's "too long, and reading isn't his thing anyway."
He just effing wants to hump me all day [as in, dry humping]. Looking back, that's a really amusing sentence, but there's not much amusing about the reality of the situation. He doesn't get it when I tell him I'm not in a kissing / touchy-feely mood. Ugh~ well, forget this. I don't feel like presenting my one-sided view any longer.
 Ersind · Thu Sep 07, 2006 @ 04:12am · 1 Comments |
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