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I take it this means you're still with your bf from before, then? xd And should I also take it this is the same guy you mentioned before too (if so at you're consistent in your crushes domokun )?

Personally I'd say it only becomes an issue if you don't plan to act on it. xd But then I guess that would depend on your actions and reasons anyway. Plus I'm a weird guy. cool I'm surprised, if this is the same guy as before, that you didn't give him a try, as it were, when you and you bf had that "break" or whatever. domokun I'll never understand people. scream

Yes, it's still the same two people. xD The "break" lasted all of two days, and a miserable, finals- and deep depression-filled two days it was. Besides, I'm never going to date this guy, if only for the reason that he smokes every so often, and not only am I allergic to cigarette / cigar smoke, but I also think that it's rather repulsive. 3nodding But there are a lot of other reasons, too.

I love how I never mention anything positive in this journal thing. I should change that, because from reading it, one would get somewhat mistaken impressions.

Was the depression to do with the break, or completely unrelated? xd And I guess if you have an alergic reaction around the other guy every now and again it'll be sure to keep you from getting too comfortable around him. lol

I think most people are like that. When you're happy you're too busy enjoying yourself to bother informing everyone. xd But misery loves company. cool

It was pretty much because of the break. Granted, that was the weekend when my roommate and best guy friend were gone, I spend two hours trying to ship my tuba back to California, and the shipping company said it would cost $900 (as compared to the $200-$300 that it normally costs), and I had finals on Friday, Saturday, and Monday.

Whatever you need to tell yourself to make staying in a loveless, doomed relationship worth while. wink Or not, as the case may or may not be. xd Who can ever tell these things, eh? WHO?!