IT HURTS THAT YOU DONT TALK TO ME
IT HURTS THAT YOU LOOK AWAY
AS IF THIS MONSTER THAT RESIDES INSIDE MYSELF
CAN ALSO BE SEEN BY YOU
IT HURTS WHEN YOU SMILE
YOUR BEAUTIFUL EYES ILLUMINATE YOUR FACE
IT HURTS BECAUSE I USED TO HAVE THAT SMILE
HELD LOCKED FOREVER IN MY HEART
IT HURTS THAT I STILL HAVE HOPE
WHEN IN REALITY YOU DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT ME
IT HURTS THAT I USE THIS HOPE EVERYDAY
TO GET THROUGH...BUT ITS BEGINNING TO FADE
IT HURTS THAT I STILL TRY TO HOLD ON TO YOU
AND THAT I LISTEN TO OUR SONG EVERY NIGHT
I PRESS REPEAT AND SLOWLY KILL MYSELF
BUT ITS ALL I HAVE LEFT OF YOU
IT HURTS WHEN I REMEMBER YOUR KISS
ITS TENDERNESS EVOKING MY INNER FEELINGS
AND HOW WITH EACH PASSING DAY
THE FEEL OF YOUR LIPS IS LOST A LITTLE MORE
IT HURTS TO REMEMBER HOW YOU USED TO LOOK AT ME
WITH EYES OF A LOVER, YOU WERE ABLE TO SEE RIGHT THROUGH ME
AND NOW YOU DONT EVEN NOTICE ME
IVE BECOME JUST ANOTHER GIRL IN THE CROWD
IT HURTS TO KNOW THAT I CAN NEVER BE
WHAT YOU WANT... WHAT I WANT
WITH EACH GLANCE IN THE MIRROR
I COME UP WITH ANOTHER REASON TO HATE MYSELF MORE
IT HURTS WHEN I CRY SILENT TEARS
THEYRE REMINDERS THAT YOURE NOT MINE
EVERY DRIP DOWN MY FACE
LEAVING A PERMANENT MARK OF A MEMORY FORGOTTEN BY YOU
IT HURTS EVERY NIGHT WHEN ALL I WANT
IS THE SECURITY OF KNOWING THAT YOULL BE MINE AGAIN
AND IT HURTS THAT EVERY DREAM IS ABOUT YOU
AND EVERY NIGHTMARE IS ABOUT YOU
BUT MOST OF ALL
IT HURTS TO LIVE
WHEN MY HEART IS DEAD
BECAUSE YOU KILLED IT....
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