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Nothing I do is right and that is why I want to stop to living but I'm locked in tight this time. I can't move, can't feel, but for some reason I can cry, I cry scared of the answers and I don’t think can just fake smile threw this one. I stab a mirror and I wish it was me. I watch the people around me suffer and I can’t take it anymore but before I can help I need to fix myself. Maybe my friend was right maybe I need to cry and let it all out but I feel that is useless since I cry all the time now.