For lack of replies to my last entry, I'm making a new one.
Well, I don't exactly know why I'm making a new entry.
Just bored I guess.
Well, being at home all the time, and not being around people, I don't have much to b***h about.
Except people online.
But it seems immature to b***h about online people.
So I'm gonna. B3 (<-- Sunglasses with a curly mouth)
So let's see...
I talk to lots of people online
One called me cute
That one apparently calls many people cute or hot to get a reaction out of them because that one is a perv.
I don't date guys online anymore.
Not guys outside of Maine.
I'd be okay with guys in Maine...
My last online guy lived in Maine.
And although he never came here to see me, I was completely in love with him.
There are people that I try to talk with, because I think they're cool. But it's always so hard to talk to them, and we end up not talking and I just feel stupid... Well, probably because I am stupid. I hate it though. I'm so terrible at making friends. DX
I sort of don't want to go back to school...
Everyone there probably won't wanna be my friend anymore... and I'll have to make new friends... which I won't be able to do until the year is almost over.
*sigh*
Why am I so depressed?
Maybe it's lack of fresh-air and sunlight.
But that stuff just makes me bitchy.
Bitchy vs. depressed...
Or...
bitchy+depressed.
Hm...
Anyways, Mom and I went school-clothes-shopping yesterday. I couldn't find anything besides some shoes... just one of those days where nothing really catches my eye. Every thing was too plain, too over-done, or just too ugly.
I saw a -really- cute vest. But I don't wear vests, so it would just be wasted on me...
Then we went to Home Depot. We got all the essentials for my new bedroom and private bathroom. Faucet, vanity, 2-piece shower, toilet. Worst item of all- mirror. I hate looking at myself in the mirror... I'm so ugly, I just want to puke. Or rip my face open with a knife.
The only really cool thing I got- SpongeBob shower curtain. Heck yes, b***h.
And I don't want to go back to school anymore...
Too many people there that I don't like...
I don't want to learn anymore...
It's overrated.
Well, I don't exactly know why I'm making a new entry.
Just bored I guess.
Well, being at home all the time, and not being around people, I don't have much to b***h about.
Except people online.
But it seems immature to b***h about online people.
So I'm gonna. B3 (<-- Sunglasses with a curly mouth)
So let's see...
I talk to lots of people online
One called me cute
That one apparently calls many people cute or hot to get a reaction out of them because that one is a perv.
I don't date guys online anymore.
Not guys outside of Maine.
I'd be okay with guys in Maine...
My last online guy lived in Maine.
And although he never came here to see me, I was completely in love with him.
There are people that I try to talk with, because I think they're cool. But it's always so hard to talk to them, and we end up not talking and I just feel stupid... Well, probably because I am stupid. I hate it though. I'm so terrible at making friends. DX
I sort of don't want to go back to school...
Everyone there probably won't wanna be my friend anymore... and I'll have to make new friends... which I won't be able to do until the year is almost over.
*sigh*
Why am I so depressed?
Maybe it's lack of fresh-air and sunlight.
But that stuff just makes me bitchy.
Bitchy vs. depressed...
Or...
bitchy+depressed.
Hm...
Anyways, Mom and I went school-clothes-shopping yesterday. I couldn't find anything besides some shoes... just one of those days where nothing really catches my eye. Every thing was too plain, too over-done, or just too ugly.
I saw a -really- cute vest. But I don't wear vests, so it would just be wasted on me...
Then we went to Home Depot. We got all the essentials for my new bedroom and private bathroom. Faucet, vanity, 2-piece shower, toilet. Worst item of all- mirror. I hate looking at myself in the mirror... I'm so ugly, I just want to puke. Or rip my face open with a knife.
The only really cool thing I got- SpongeBob shower curtain. Heck yes, b***h.
And I don't want to go back to school anymore...
Too many people there that I don't like...
I don't want to learn anymore...
It's overrated.
