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I'm starting school in exactly one week from today. I'll be an 11th grader (Jr) this coming year and I may have a lot too do so I decided I'll do a journal entry tosay, so that just in case I post nothing next week or the week after, or just maybe for a while, I'll still have this one to back me up biggrin .

Today I would like to tell everyone a little about myself. You may have noticed that I'm writing perfectly instead of in the "slang" like way I usually do. Well thats because I'm practicing for school. Anyways I may also give advice too some of my younger friends at the end.......... If theres time sweatdrop

As you may already be able too tell from my avi I'm a tomboy who strongly dislike dresses, skirts, shorts, spagetti straps, sleevles shirts for girls, but most of all, short shorts and high heels, and anything thats supposed to make you look sexy stare which is everything mentioned here and then some. At school I hang around some girlygirls and I tell you..... they make me want too stay a tomboy the rest of my life neutral . I was born on October 2nd (not tellin u the year) im a lebra (best zodiac of them all we have the biggest hearts it says..... its true evil ) lolol, I looooooooooooooooooove too read anything I can get my hands on, especially if its interesting, I love cooking and baking (yes im very good at it), I live in Fontana California, but born and raised in Los Angeles (dont like the lakers, like the spurs xd Tim Dunken all the way), I admire tall people but I also envey them for being so tall, and i like short people cause they like their height and they are so cute cause most of the time they are older then they look. I myself am in the middle I'm 5'9 so yeah stare .................... I'm also spiritual Im apostolic christen (in this faith you HAVE to wear skirts or dresses, or if your a boy look good) darn *shakes and puts down head* loves gospel music, followed by Jammin Oldies, then R&B, and a little bit of Hip Hop mrgreen . My favorite subject is English and Choir mrgreen (if you can call choir a subject yeah) but I'm very good at both seeing as I get A's in English and I was promoted too chamber choir (the highest choir with nothing but people who can sing they are awsome) but again you HAVE to wear blue dresses......................... Damn *shakes head and puts it down again and starts crying* mrgreen I'm ok. Thats why over the summer I worked out more so I wouldnt be looking like a giant blue berry on stage mrgreen I'm not that big thank God but still xd . Thats alll about me I guess.

Advice for the younger or hard headed friends and children, who are my friends.
God is watching you, so make sure to obay your parents and never talk back too them, for it says everytime you disobey them, you are shortening your own lives, that means whatever age you die at, you could have lasted longer but because you disobeyed your parents once or twice, it shortened neutral . Also, do good in school get good grades, so when you get older you'll get a great job and you'l be living on easy street for the rest of your life, and you could most likely take care of your parents with that good paying job. Go to church and praise the Almighty God for he is worthy of your praise and you should rejoice in his presince in and out of season (in church and out) cause it would be the most horrible thing for you all too die and go to hell when you are living in hell rightnow. Some of you may not believe me when I say we are living in hell, but think about it, we might as well be living in hell, look at us, look around you'll see what I mean, everyone is killing everyone, and everyone is misusing everyone, that in itself is hell and there is more to it then that. So go to church, please go to church, not for my sake and not only for your sake but for your parents sake, so you can change even more for the better, if your already a good kid do it so you could become a wonderfull kid so that your parents can say at your graduation when your valivictorian, THATS MY GIRL, OR THATS MY BOY WHO SURPASSED EVERYONE. So do it for them and for you.


IMMATURE SEX
What I mean by immature sex is....... dont do it. Immature sex is all of you out there who are still very young from ages 10-19 yes 19 too who have sex just to be having sex, trust me when I say you can wait, I'm pretty sure its not all that great, you can wait. Dont go out there in the world and let young mens take your purity away just so you could feel good or just so you can say I di that before or I was the one who did it with so-and-so. Young boys dont give up the thing that also makes you pure just cause a little ho-ish girl comes into your life and wants you to be her first. Tell her if she really wants you to be her first tell her she has to wait. And if your the one who suggests it.... dont. Keep your innocence stop trying to grow up to fast, stay a kid as long as you can cause someday you are gonna have to grow up and when you get there you will barely have time for play because almost every waking moment would be spent on being seious trust me I'm still a highschooler and I already feel like a grownup and I have too be that way when I'm around guests or my parents................ sometimes around my parents ninja . So stay young as long as you can, cause it wont stay there forever.

POEM
Holyness

Holyness
Holyness, is what I long for
Holyness, is what I need.
Holyness, holyness is what I want for,
for me, for me

Rightousness
Rightousness,i is what I long for
Rightousness, is what I need
Rightousness, rightousness is what I want for,
for me, for me

So take my heart,
and mold it.
And take my mind,
and transform it.
And take my will,
and conform it.
To your words, to yours

Brokenness,
Brokenness, is what I hope for
Brokenness, is what I need
Brokenness, brokenness is what I want for,
for me, for me

So take my heart Lord,
and mold it
and take my mind
and transform it,
and take my will and conform it
to yours, to yours

So take my heart,
So take my heart,
and mold it.
So take my mind
and transform it.
And take my will,
and conform it.
To your heart, to your heart

Hope you all injoy this one xd mrgreen