OMG, it's actually been nearly a week before I made a new entry. I was beginning to have withdrawals. surprised
HA. So anyways...
I don't know if any former/somehow current friends of mine have noticed this, but...
I can never keep friends for very long.
I mean, a lot of people have, like, a million friends from kindergarten.
But not me.
Well, that's partly because I moved in second grade, but still.
I don't have any friends from Elementary school. Bobby doesn't count, because he's an a**. Danielle doesn't count, because I hate her.
And I think that the longest friends I've had are Ariel and Hillary. But they're really easy to be friends with I guess. But that just proves they rock. XD
It seems like people just get sick of me, or I just get sick of other people, or I just kind of push people away.
One perfect example is Phil. Phil, as some may know, was my boyfriend for over a month. He was perfect. Everything I ever wanted in a guy. Except for the fact... that he lived about 1/2 an hour away (but only half an hour! That's really good, compared to my former boyfriend) and he couldn't drive up... and he was 5 years older than me. I was so happy with him. But at school I had started talking to a boy who wanted to go out with me (or so it seemed. And apparently he did) and for the past few days Phil had seemed a little... boring... and distant. So I broke up with him and went out with the boy at school (worst. idea. EVER)
But it just seems like everyone I talk to just get a little distant after awhile. No matter how much I try to talk to them. Maybe I'm boring. Or maybe once people get to know me they don't like me anymore. It seems like people usually flock to me at first, like at school and sometimes in the forums on Gaia, but then if I start becoming good friends with them, I end up talking to them less and less.
It sucks... I hope this doesn't keep happening to me through my whole life... it hurts so much.
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