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16 wow, ever since I turned 16, I have just had, Kaitlyn, our son, Alex, past things, of all of us, the TLM, me, all in my head for this whole time, and when I think about it, it makes me feel like a monster, I won't get to into it, cause I have to cry it all out of my system everyday, but I choose to live this way so I shall. Evernight I just lay outside on this empty grassy area and just look at the stars and think, sometimes I try to connect the stars to try and make a picture, but everyday b4 I go to bed I ask god to send a message to 4 people I know and love and miss. I ask God to tell Kaitlyn, my dad, and my son to tell them I love them and hope they are okay, and I ask him to keep Alex safe up there. sigh heart

Posted by: SonicBlaster Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 05:26am

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Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 05:35am


	Dude, please, you gotta stop this, your hardly eating, all you do is lay around looking at the sky, you are emotionally and mentally getting screwed up

Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 05:43am


	I don't care, I beleive time heals all wounds....

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Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 05:45am


	Your are majorly Depressed, you have to get over it or find help, you might even kill yourself Dammit! All depression leads you to is killing yourself! your have been depressed for like freakin 5 - 6 Days!

Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 05:46am


	Hmm......thats what my dad said......Well, lets just see what happens neutral

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Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 06:49am

Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 06:52am


	I am sorry Kait, but I can't I want to deal with this myself, something tells me that my future I might be feeling this alot more.....and I have to learn to deal with it myself

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The_Mad_Lover
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Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 06:55am


	stares at you Look and listen to yourself, you have Changed! in a bad way, No wonder Kait dumped you, you freakin...... man........god dammit, I don't know what to say, cept that your a monster

Commented on: Mon Jul 31, 2006 @ 11:58pm


	It makes me really sad to see you all depressed like this. I just hope you can find something that can get you out of it. And seriously, I'll always be there for you. All you gotta do is ask, and I'll be there.

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