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A few months ago I’ve learned to accept my partner’s best efforts aren’t enough, we’ve made some adjustments since, and while things aren’t perfect, it’s at least workable. And now I’m at a point in my mental health I cannot bear being with my kids 24-7 all day everyday. I’ve tried to push myself harder, praying for healing to come faster, for me to change faster. But I am now coming to a realization it’s also ok for me to accept my best effort is not enough, and to seek help until I am enough again.