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It's Been Awhile Again ...
Hello Journal,

It's been some time. I finally went to bed at a decent time last night, and of course, I woke up very early, 4:30am. Which I am fine with! I prefer this. I enjoy having 90% of my awake time, to be during the earlier parts of the day, despite not being someone who enjoy BEING woken up, early in the morning. But if I wake up on my own, I love it!

I had a bit of a mini melt down on stream, although I don't think the people watching knew? I restarted the stream and deleted the old one. The newer stream went okay, but ... eh ... I wish it never happened.

What happened was, there was some very stupid simple math to be answered on screen in the game and I couldn't get two of the questions right, and people in chat kinda lost it. And although they know nothing about my mathematical past, I struggled heavily with math in school. So much so, that I had to go to summer school to make up for bad grades in grade 8. Math has made me cry many times when I was younger because I didn't understand. So this happening on stream really brough back some old shitty feelings and memories.

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