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I

just

made

the

biggest

mistake

i've

ever

made. I just sent a really dumb PM. This guy really really likes me, and I REALLY REALLY like him. And he asked me out, and I am not sure why. So I sent him a very long PM asking him why he likes me. And I told him a whole bunch of stuff about me that he DOES NOT know, which is pretty much everything. SO I just gave him a lot of reasons NOT to go out with me. And now I feel really stupid. And I don't even know why I sent it. And I keep getting mad at him over nothing. And he keeps kissing me, and I want to kiss him back, but I don't. And I want to say yes. I really want to say yes. But I can't and I DON'T KNOW WHY! SOME INVISABLE PROBLEM-CAUSING WALL SITS BETWEEN ME AND ME BEING HIS GF! I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS! AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T JUST SAY YES! IT FEELS LIKE EVERYTIME I AM ABOUT TO SAY YES, I FEEL THE WALL AND I DON'T! AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T! THERE'S NOTHING (AT LEAST VISABLE) THAT'S STOPPING ME! I SOUND STUPID, I KNOW! AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I BOTHER WRITING THIS FOR PEOPLE, WHEN THOSE PEOPLE DON'T REALLY EXIST. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I CAN DO! I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! I KNOW NOTHING'S WRONG WITH HIM! I DON'T KNOW HOW OT BREAK DOWN THIS WALL IF I DON'T REALLY KNOW IF IT IS A WALL OR JUST MY IMAGINATION! OHMYGOD!