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Im lost again, I cant find a way out, I reach for someone but they brush me off, Not knowing my feelings for them, I cry but they cant hear my tears, all thou they scream out for him, not knowing when I will see the sun shine, I wait a dream, No one to take my hand when I fall, changeing who I was, I dont see myself in the mirror I see another girl, who has the same smile, who has the same looks, but is not the same person, the strain on my heart pounding faster and faster, typeing the words good bye, so simple but yet is more complex, you will have to forgive me, I will never die by my own hands, but it never means that my heart cant die, I want to say sorry, for all the men I have let down, my own selfish wants and needs, Im sorry to my long forgoten friends, I should pay more attenshoin to more then my own interests, but for the man right now, I want to say sorry, and good bye, and I hope to see the sun shine again.