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July 19, 2006
So...I forgot to write yesterday...Whatever. Today? Nothing. Just boring staying at home and thinking about when I should invite my friends over. It's easy to get bored even though you have 3 different personalities. But, I guess I'm happy today, for some reason. I think it's because my friends are happy...I don't know. It's like my own emotions are controlled by those who play a big part of my life. I don't always think for myself...Another habit I have to break (Besides writing really long stories and etc. like journal entries) It's not at all easy, because you don't always want to accept it...I still deny things I don't want to believe... I still want to stay in the haven that I've made in my mind...But I can't. Reality got in the way...Doesn't matter to me though. I'm okay, as long as I can still dream and think childish thoughts. We're not young forever, so might as well make the best of who you are now. smile
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