Man, how long has it been? I sit here, nowhere near where I used to be. Gaia is funny like that sometimes. You log on and it's sometimes like nothing has changed, and yet it all has.
I'm mostly writing here because I know no one really reads these any more. I'm not sure Gaia even knows it exists haha. I started playing Dungeons and Dragons a few years ago with friends. Last year I found a group online in a fit of "dear god I need something to do during this pandemic".
I'm the oldest member, so far as I know. Thing is, I think I like one of the others. It's been a moment since I felt anything like a crush, and this isn't quite that yet. Just an interest in knowing more. He's a gamer, and lives in Sweden. He is definitely attractive. I don't think he's interested in me, but I'm not sure.
I would love to meet everyone in the group. And if he happened to be there, who's to say what would happen? Maybe there would be no chemistry--that would be fine. It would be nice if there was, but at this point in my life, a relationship is not a make or break moment.
Anyway, wanted to write this here. Get it out of my system.
UnderworldTorrent · Sun May 01, 2022 @ 03:33am · 0 Comments |