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Besides previous issues mentioned, Ill continue...

I have a fair amount of anxiety, usually "Worries" I have and or nervous *Mental Tick* I have that I scratch ( Till Blisters Happen, remove whole nails ( Toe Nails ) in some instances.

The "Worries" are themselves often times I know I have to perform a task alone without help an that task is often mentally taxing or a task Im afraid Ill mess up in some way.

I desire to make others happy to please them to seek affection, I myself while I enjoy thing am often happier by far when I please or help others more than my base happiness.

I say "Sorry" to much, I apologize to much....I do not see myself as much in a positive light as others outside looking at me see me.

I to be honest have to force myself to want to do.... Anything from time to time.

*** Deleted Sentence *** There are bits I cant even say yet.