I sat in the back of the room tipping my chair looking out at the sky. I guess I am dreamer I could get lost in the clouds all day. I sighed as I thought about him again but it was ok I knew he was gone. I tipped my my chair back farther and feel on the floor hearing the laughter I was already used to all though when I hit the floor it hurt. I sighed and then smiled looking at my scares that have almost all healed up. I guess if I ran away with the man I loved right now maybe I would be happier but my parnets would kill me. My ears start to bleed but I dont mind they just make it so I cant hear the dumb rumors that seem to go around my mind. I tend to look at the sky and think maybe today should be the day I go into my house and stab myself in my heart becuase I might not be able to have him in the future but if I ran away I could be with him but yet if anything went wrong I would have no faimly to return to if some one could help me with this problem that would be great. runaway