if I could I'd take a gun and shoot myself and be done with this life but as it seems I am unable to that's how much I am a coward, but I just can't go on like this no more sometimes I just want to die and I scream "PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE!" but I'm still alive so why can't I just die? I can't take this anymore I just want it to be all over cryingcryingcryingcrying