Everything seems to be happening so fast first the house then my great grandmother and now my cousin. I just can't wait for this year to end hopefully the next one will be much better. Ever since we got that call a few weeks ago saying that my great grandmother was to be taken off oxygen and was going to die everything seems to be going downhill. My great-grandmother is still alive afterall so that visit only ended up with me missing studying for the finals and wasting time. We'll no doubt go to her funeral sometime in the next two weeks since she isn't expected to last much longer. Moving is going better we're getting packed up pretty well. Though I get to spend my Christmas break moving, we don't even have a tree. There's no lights in the front of our house, no cookies, no ongoing repetative Christmas songs even. It just doesn't seem like Christmas this year, I'm looking more forward to getting it all over with. My cousin finally crossed the line and got kicked out of the house. She's staying at a friend's for now but who knows what will happen. She wasn't prepared fro any of this and probably won't survive long if she is forced to fend for herself. All I can do is pray everything is going to be okay for her. Ontop of everything else I'm pretty sure I failed my science final and I have more to take tommorrow, so much studying to do. Let's hope the new year brings better times and lots of happiness.
Vikki
 Saiyura Tsukiyo · Fri Dec 17, 2004 @ 03:03am · 4 Comments |
