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Less bitter is that knowledge and memory seeing what few love you and what theyve done for you in your life and realizing you are a failure in your own life.

Seeing age creep ever nearer and knowing that what few will remember you in thier lives can be counted on both hands as if there were more peoples lives you affected then feeling there would have been a indication you did affect more lives...not silence...not quite relagation to a tarsh heap discarded as not being important enoungh to be remembered in some others lifes.

Was it so hard, so hard to make it feel genuine? To make a embrace feel warm, to give a hug and make it feel real and meaningful!

Does it hurt so much? Does it?

Does water burn? Tears so hot they feel molten as they fall.

Does ..do does..do words matter?