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I visited my mom yesterday, after having a call from her boyfriend saying he's having an episode cyring... (I didn't want to go.) At first I didn't know this, so I thought my mom was calm, but then my mom started talking to me, asking questions, answering questions, I wasn't asking, or saying, or answering, thats when I ealised my mom was on drugs, and was going through the withdrals. eek

My mom started acusing my friend of sexualy abusing me, and saying I said those things, when I had not. I was scared of her for the whole time she did this, I cryed many times. crying Seeing what was hapening to my mom made me realise what was not only happening to my owen uncle, but what hapens to people when they take drugs, and try to quit "cold turkey".

I think of this experience of more than just traumatizing, to se my own mother go throught this, than somthng to learn from. I don't think its an experence I should see, or anyone else should see, but it was one that made me see what people can be like.

the reason I'm never going to do dugs of any kind, is not becous of the comesials you see on TV, "stay abouve the influence" I totaly agre(SP), but I won't take drugs cuz I know what the side a fects do to you, and everyone around you.

That night suverly damaged my relationship with my mother, and will for a long time, it may take many years to patch what happened, but I still love my mom, and always will, so I want to say be for I go, DON'T DO DRUGS! JUST DON'T DO IT... DON'T THER NOT GOOD FOR YOU!! OR YOUR FAMILY!!!