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Two main dreams and one dream between waking and sleep.

6 - 9 Hours Sleep ( Waking, Bathroom and Sleep Again. )

I rested before I got up this morning but *No real sleep* saw Doctor for Check-Up for my Immune System Disorder I deal with, food and one small errand then came home.

I then went to bed after a argument with a parent, sleeping and being ignored not even told that said parents had food to eat but decided I didnt need to know. ( At home, because $ is low again. )

Two dreams:

No control over either dream, right now my mind only wants to cry to exsist and be alone, forever alone.

1) Im in another time again, but feels like a long time ago. Im try to talk, shout convince people to leave, flee? A building a few do but very slowly as if they are just humoring me so that I will shut up. The largest majority of the people dont care and continue to chat and drink various forms of alcohol then there is a explosion or collapse as I rush out the entrance of the room Im in

2) The next dream, Im watching in the 3rd person from the outside.

The place has rain going on outside the window Im watching a family move into a house in the modern day time period. I playfully turn lights on and off open and shut doors and talk to one of the family members, but only the one family member can see or talk to me.

Im invisble, as I move in the house, even when I follow the family in it.

3) Waking Dream

Im thinking how much I wish I mattered to anyone, and a voice keeps telling me "You do Matter" the voice is female and feels older than me and continues to try to reassure me that Im a good son.

It is a black void like when youclose your eyes where all of the waking dream happens.