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A lot of anger. A lot of pain. A lot of tears and hatred that wasn't exactly led to a place. To any person but myself, perhaps, but that did not work out.

Could I have done it, though? Could I have killed someone with my own hands or, say, through proxy?

In all honesty, no. There's nothing more troublesome than the burden of someone's life is not something I want to have on my shoulders.

Ironically, right after breaking free from that relationship, everything started to take a different spin. I started to see life differently, I felt good about myself again, and even met someone.

It is indeed a case of specifics. I would say that person brought the worst in me. I am thankful, nevertheless, because I became a better man, and thus, I'll never forget that.