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Today I feel rather happy I have been this happy in a long time. I feel like I have been touched in a way that no one has touched me before. I feel like I could fly away from my life. Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me but I want to believe that the few happy moments I have a real. I Guess there is nothing I can do if its just another lie. I feel like a black butterfly who can only get so close to the sun before it burns and yet I try to fly as far away as I can from earth drifting in my mind for hours on end...