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I feel very sad about this. I got her three years ago in 2015. I was looking into getting a cat and saw her picture on the website, I wasn’t going to choose her because she looked mean. When I went to the animal shelter, I looked at all the kitties and Kura, who was called bumba at the time stood out. While all the other cats ignored me, Kura stood out when I went to her kettle. I looked in and she came forward, then I went away and she went back to her spot. I walked to her kettle again and she moved forward, so I decided to get her because she’s so attentive, and honestly I saw her age, 13 at the time and cats live to about 16 years so I decided to get her because I would be leaving the country in two years and I couldn’t bring my cat along, so it seemed convient. When I brought her home, she hid right away, but eventually she warmed up to me.
Currently her favorite traits are our bathroom time. I would come home from school and will go to the bathroom, and she will follow me and sit on her rug. I also liked when she would sit in the window and looked out or during winter when she slept by the heater. She loved to watch me while I eat my food and try to grab it. She likes to play hide and seek, where I peek in on her and she comes to me. I like when she is insecure how she will lay beside me. I mean we had our bad time, when she peed on my bed, but that was due to a urinary tract infection, which I didnt know at the time. But there are so many good memories.
I thought everything was okay. But the day I brought my sister bedframe in the room, things changed. At first she was normal, for two days, and then something happen. She started to go into the closet more, she would still eat and one day she even grabbed for my Chick-fil-A but then she would become distant again.
We took her to the vet and the vet said she has artheritis. She has no other diseases. And they gave us some medicine and supplements. She still is distance and today she didnt eat, but its going to rain this weekend.
She is exbiting symptoms of death, being lethargic, losing interest in activities, and sleeping, and that makes me sad. I cried because I will miss her and it will be lonely. I do not plan to get another cat however because I plan to leave the country and cannot take them with me, but when I return to America, I shall get another cat, not to replace Kura, but to have a companion. No cat can ever be Kura, and she will always be my first cat that I love dearly. Maybe someday we will meet again, or maybe never again. It’s possible there is an afterlife of happiness, or no afterlife at all. Nobody knows because the dead cannot speak, and if a person was reincarnated, maybe there memories are altered and they do not remember, i do not know. All I know is that she is leaving me in the current world and that makes me sad, but I will be alright. I will cry, I will be sad, but I wont forget her.
berry-sweet-promise · Thu Jun 07, 2018 @ 01:51am · 0 Comments |
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