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I can't find him. He took my friends away. I go to chruch when I can and I still can't find him. I study his books and listen to the stories. Still can't find him. My best friend calls me a Angel but still can barely find someone that I call I called a God. Jesus is another story I believe in him with all my heart just not God. There is so many God(s) what happens if I dont believe in the right one? I just go to hell just becuase I believe in the wrong one. If I am supost to belong then why do I get a blank stair when my love ones look at me. I can't get away from the darkness maybe I should give him a chance. Maybe my life will be normal again. But would I still me? A child died in a river this weekend he was only 10 where was god then? When I see people fighting people want them dead if they dont believe in the same thing. Where is God then?

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